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COMPLETED Healing Only Goes So Far
Zanali Atarah Lizbeth Bane PLAYED BY: Gizmo 10-20-2017, 05:38 PM
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Healing Only Goes So Far
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   Her meeting with Qara had left her feeling a little bit better. It wasn’t like the meeting had helped her emotionally, it had only given her a brief reprieve from the intensity of her negative thoughts. With the distraction fading in the distance, his eyes haunted her once more. His painful yells and growls bounced around in her mind and rang in her ears. Such an escapade would undoubtedly leave her scarred for a long while, if not forever. 
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    As she crossed the scent barrier into Zanali territory, several more tears fell from her eyes and matted down her fur. Her fur that was now black as night. She had switched her pelt color to better reflect her mood. She had done something unthinkable, unimaginable and certainly unforgivable. 
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Sore, tired paws carried her not to her den, but to the Entinen den. She needed Ahti to take a look at her shoulder and hoped Enfys would be home to talk. She always made her feel better. Once she reached the den she sat a few paces away from the entrance and barked her greeting and announcing her presence. ”Hello, anybody home?” Her voice was dreary and low, not nearly as light and friendly as normal. 

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Zanali Enfys PLAYED BY: Eden 10-23-2017, 03:23 PM
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RE: Healing Only Goes So Far
Enfys was in the den, and she had heard that something was not right. Her best friends tone was not usually like that, and so she rushed in to the rescue. She saw the black fur before she smelled the blood, surprisingly. "Atarah! Are you OK?!" she barked quickly, looking her over as she circled around. "What happened? You're hurt! What do you need? I'll fetch it- grow it!" she spoke in a panic.
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A cloud is a funny sort of crystal
So bright yet so light, so large yet so small.
It doesn't strike anyone, for a cloud is far too nice for that sort of nonsense
And no one strikes it for it is too soft and innocent and sweet.
 
Joy is the rainbow that spills from the sky,
And why would it not? It has plenty to spare,
Plenty of joy to share with the ground,
Too wild and wondrous a thing is a cloud, for it cannot be taught.

- Delirio Selenos
Zanali Atarah Lizbeth Bane PLAYED BY: Gizmo 10-23-2017, 06:25 PM
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RE: Healing Only Goes So Far
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    Enfys soon emerged from the den and was understandably concerned for her. It was hard to contain her feelings of guilt, shame, remorse, and horror as she tried to think of an answer. "I-I was in the Dark Woods...I just wanted to see if there were any herbs left alive...I...A.." She couldn't bring herself to say it. His cold eyes filled her mind and distorted her concentration.
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    She couldn't talk about him just yet. "I'm okay, I just need to have my shoulder checked out." She was almost certain it would be okay but the stiffness had her a bit worried. Maybe it was nothing but it was better to have it looked at. "Don't worry the bleeding has stopped, I just need to take a dip in the lake in a little while to wash it off."
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   She knew she hadn't given her enough of an explanation so she tried again. "I ran into a bear..He didn't want me to be there..I didn't understand...I tried to talk...I tried...but he...but I.." She could no longer hold back the tears that had been welling up inside her. Sobs pushed past the lump in her throat and her body trembled as visions of the fight flashed through her mind.

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Zanali Ahti PLAYED BY: Vanilla custard 10-26-2017, 12:40 PM
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RE: Healing Only Goes So Far
The scene Ahti entered today was filled with more feelings and emotions than he could handle in that instant, so he automatically stopped in his tracks to take the time to brace himself. When he arrived, Atarah -all in black- was speaking in shaky tones, which to Ahti was clouded with feelings of horror, fear, and anger (mostly at herself). From Enfys he detected sheer panic, but it was panic for Atarah and not for herself if that was even a thing. The first thing he did was to check both of them for wounds and ilnesses, finding some in Atarah and none but the old healing wing wounds in Enfys.

All that done, he directed his mind to his mate. ”Enfys, dearest. Calm down and give her space to breathe. She needs mental support more than panicking.” Reacting a little too emotional was a habit of his mate’s, though she meant well. He smiled a little at her at that, showing he didn’t mean to be rude, then directed a more serious face at Atarah. ”What’s done is done, Atarah. It doesn’t help you to keep thinking of how it should have gone instead.” he barked aloud. Deducing from her panic and somewhat of a story, there had been a miscommunication in all this. He wasn’t sure if she had run, fought or even killed the bear though, but for him, killing was a necessity to survive or suppress evil, if there was no other choice. He had to seallow all the raw emotions he felt radiating around her, but was otherwise only portraying calm.
Zanali Atarah Lizbeth Bane PLAYED BY: Gizmo 10-27-2017, 04:25 PM
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RE: Healing Only Goes So Far
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  There was no way she could calm the raging storm of emotion that bombarded her mind, soul, and spirit. She knew Ahti would be able to feel the chaos within her but couldn't quell the storm. She knew he would get more of the story that she had told Enfys, maybe that would make things easier. Maybe she wouldn't have to say it allowed. It crossed her mind to send them a mental picture of his eyes...those cold, empty eyes. She banished the thought, she would not haunt them with that image. It would be hers to bear. 
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 Ahti's words gave her little comfort. He was a male. Males seemed to process things much differently than females. They were somehow able to shut off emotions and just look at the facts of the situation, something she was incapable of. He was so logical, so straightforward and though he meant well it had the adverse effect. She was well aware that what was done was done, that there was nothing she could do. Powerless to help the poor creature. Powerless to change anything. Labored breaths trembled as she tried to ease her crying. 
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 Without meaning too, almost as if in a despairing trance she uttered the words, "Killed..." It would seem that such a statement would envoke more tears, but they stopped and she just stared at the ground. She was a thousand miles away, lost in a time of darkness in her life. Back with Raffia only she had replaced him. She looked down at his bloody, wounded face, his blood around her mouth and between her claws. Her loyal raving mad pack surrounding him. She had become him. 
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Zanali Enfys PLAYED BY: Eden 10-27-2017, 09:23 PM
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RE: Healing Only Goes So Far
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<td class = "EnfysStyle EnfysPostingArea" colspan="2">As Enfys opened her mouth to ask what happened in more detail, Ahti came along and told her to be more sensitive to her situation. She nodded, forgetting that he had spoke to her with his mind. "Atarah...." she whispered, and approached her slowly to give her a hug. "I'm sorry I wasn't there for you." she told her, feeling a little guilty. After a long silence, she uttered the word, and the grey female frowned. "He attacked you though, right? It was self defence..." she told the other.</td>
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Zanali Ahti PLAYED BY: Vanilla custard 11-06-2017, 08:41 PM
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RE: Healing Only Goes So Far
Enfys often forgot if Ahti spoke to her in mind or with actual barks, and once again she nodded. Not that Atarah noticed it, but Ahti often avoided this kind of contact. Listening to the dynroth speak up however, he felt sorry for her - she had done more damage than intended, it seemed. So instead of using his spiritual magic passively like before to detect her feelings, now he went on to influence them, altering them to soothe her. Numbness was a natural feeling for her now, he just made sure she felt that earlier than she would have on her own.

Enfys said the most illogical and irregular words ever just then, since obviously it was no-one's fault that Atarah had run into a Bald Bear in hibernation. To Ahti, this was all one big misunderstanding and therefore and accident, and he could not do anything about it any longer, perhaps soothe and heal. He didn't know anything else to say, his logic hadn't worked earlier after all, so maybe Enfys' words did any better. If any words could. If not, at least he would offer to help her heal her body after all this. He wasn't so sure about the mind right now.
Zanali Atarah Lizbeth Bane PLAYED BY: Gizmo 11-08-2017, 12:07 AM
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RE: Healing Only Goes So Far
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  As if the touch of her friend brought her back to the present, Atarah leaned into the hug and began to cry once more. She would have to explain. She would have to admit to what she had done and who she had become. 
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   She stayed this way for quite some time but eventually her tears dried and her breathing regulated once more. She let out a long sigh and stepped back and sat down. ”I-I guess it was self-defense...I tried to talk to him...I tried to tell him that I came in peace...he wouldn’t listen...and then...then he attacked me...I-I don’t know what came over me. I was so angry. No one is allowed to hit me. No one.” Her voice got a bit harder and more firm as she spoke but then broke again as she continued, ”But...I never thought I could…” Once again she couldn’t bring herself to say the words. After a brief pause, she continued, ”I-I could have stopped...I could have let go...but I didn’t. I could have shown mercy...but I didn’t...Just like he didn’t. Her eyes never left her paws. 
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Zanali Enfys PLAYED BY: Eden 11-12-2017, 02:13 PM
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<td class = "EnfysStyle EnfysPostingArea" colspan="2">Her ears pressed against her head as she listened to Atarah's story, and she held herself against her best friend, until she said something that made her eyes widen. So she didn't startle Atarah, she slowly moved back, and lowered her head to look into her eyes. "No. Look at me." she said sternly, yet softly. "Atarah, you are nothing like him." she told her. "That filthy slime-ball would show no remorse whatsoever, for doing much worse." she continued, still maintaining a soft gaze into her golden eye.</td>
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A cloud is a funny sort of crystal
So bright yet so light, so large yet so small.
It doesn't strike anyone, for a cloud is far too nice for that sort of nonsense
And no one strikes it for it is too soft and innocent and sweet.
 
Joy is the rainbow that spills from the sky,
And why would it not? It has plenty to spare,
Plenty of joy to share with the ground,
Too wild and wondrous a thing is a cloud, for it cannot be taught.

- Delirio Selenos
Zanali Ahti PLAYED BY: Vanilla custard 11-28-2017, 08:39 PM
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RE: Healing Only Goes So Far
Listening to Atarah, he felt something deeper than just the remorse for this one defensive act. When he was about to ask, Enfys had already stepped in, saying that Atarah was nothing like 'him'. Oh, maybe she meant the bully from her former world. He shook his head as to emphasise what Enfys had just said. One didn't simply become another wolf because of one act, and sometimes violence and even killing was necessary for the good to prevail - something that truly light-bound wolves normally did not seem willing to understand. But to Ahti, this was a core believe, a cornerstone of his world - one of the reasons he might not truly understand all that Atarah was feeling.


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